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Thursday, November 12, 2026

WHEN WORDS HURT — A Song About Love, Loss, and Compassion


 

❤️ WHEN WORDS HURT — A Song About Love, Loss, and Compassion

The Catholic Journey with Deacon Pat Kearns

Some of the deepest heartbreaks in life are the ones the world never sees.

For parents who have experienced miscarriage, the loss is more than the loss of a pregnancy. It is the loss of a precious child, the dreams they had already imagined, and a future they had already begun to love.

Often, people try to offer comfort with words like, "You can always try again," or "Everything happens for a reason." Although usually spoken with good intentions, these words can sometimes deepen the pain.

My new song, "When Words Hurt," was inspired by the grief of parents who have lost a baby and the importance of simply being present for someone who is suffering.

The song reminds us that we don't always need to find the right words. Sometimes the greatest expression of love is a listening ear, a hand to hold, or simply sitting beside someone in their sorrow.

As Scripture reminds us:

"Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep." — Romans 12:15

This song also accompanies my new book, The Child I Never Got to Hold: 40 Days of Faith, Grief, and Healing After Miscarriage, written to offer compassion, spiritual encouragement, and Christian hope to grieving mothers and fathers.

To every parent who has experienced this heartbreaking loss:

Your child mattered. Your love was real. Your grief deserves compassion. And you are not alone.

I hope this song touches hearts, brings comfort to those who are grieving, and reminds all of us to be a little more gentle with one another.

🎡 Please listen, and consider sharing this song with someone who may need its message today.

πŸ™ God bless you all.

Deacon Pat Kearns
The Catholic Journey

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The Road That Led Me Home - A Song About Thomas Callahan

 


🎡 The Road That Led Me Home

A Song About Thomas Callahan

The Catholic Journey with Deacon Pat Kearns

What if the worst thing you've ever done didn't have to define the rest of your life?

The Road That Led Me Home is an emotional country-gospel ballad inspired by the life of Thomas Callahan, the central character in our five-part fictional podcast series, The Man Who Thought Heaven Wasn't for Him.

Thomas was a man who lost his way early in life. His choices led him down a path of violence, tragedy, and twenty-eight years behind prison walls. Haunted by the life he had taken and the family he had destroyed, Thomas believed that someone like him could never deserve God's forgiveness.

But God wasn't finished with Thomas.

Through repentance, unexpected friendships, acts of kindness, and the extraordinary gift of forgiveness, Thomas discovered that even the darkest past cannot extinguish the light of God's mercy.

This song follows his journey from a broken young man to an aging soul who finally understands that heaven isn't reserved for people who have lived perfect lives. It is the promise of salvation offered through Jesus Christ.

As Thomas approaches his final moments, holding a simple wooden cross given to him by a little girl, he whispers the same prayer spoken by the repentant thief on Calvary:

"Jesus, remember me."

And the road he once believed led nowhere finally becomes the road that leads him home.

❤️ This song is dedicated to everyone who has ever felt unworthy of forgiveness, burdened by regret, or convinced that they have wandered too far from God.

Your past may be part of your story, but it doesn't have to be the final chapter.

God's mercy is greater than our sins, His love is stronger than our failures, and it is never too late to find our way home.

🎧 I invite you to listen to The Road That Led Me Home, and if you haven't already, experience the complete five-part story of Thomas Callahan on The Catholic Journey.

Sometimes the longest road we travel is the one that finally brings us back to God.

Deacon Pat Kearns

#TheCatholicJourney #DeaconPatKearns #TheRoadThatLedMeHome #ThomasCallahan #CatholicPodcast #ChristianMusic #CountryGospel #GodsMercy #Redemption #Forgiveness #Faith #JesusChrist #NeverTooLate

Episode 5: The Man Who Finally Came Home — The Emotional Series Finale

 

The Man Who Thought Heaven Wasn't for Him




Episode 5: The Man Who Finally Came Home — The Emotional Series Finale

The Catholic Journey with Deacon Pat Kearns

Can a man who has committed a terrible crime, spent decades in prison, and carried a lifetime of guilt truly find his way to heaven?

In this powerful and emotional conclusion to our five-part fictional series, Thomas Callahan faces the final chapter of his extraordinary journey.

Once a man consumed by darkness, violence, and regret, Thomas has spent his remaining years discovering the transforming power of God's mercy. But as his health fails and death approaches, one question still haunts him: Could God really welcome someone like me into heaven?

An unexpected letter of forgiveness, a visit from someone whose life he shattered, and the innocent wisdom of a little girl bring Thomas face-to-face with the greatest truth of our Catholic faith: No one is beyond the reach of God's mercy.

This final episode is a story of redemption, reconciliation, forgiveness, and the beautiful possibility of sainthood—even for those who once believed they were beyond saving.

Thomas's final words will remind us of the repentant thief on the cross and the extraordinary promise Jesus made to him.

Perhaps the greatest lesson of this entire series is that our past does not have to determine our eternity.

It is never too late to turn toward Christ. It is never too late to begin again. And it is never too late to come home.

Join me for this unforgettable series finale of The Catholic Journey.

🎧 Listen on your favorite podcast platform.

If this story has touched your heart, please share it with someone who needs to be reminded that God's mercy is greater than their past.

#TheCatholicJourney #DeaconPatKearns #CatholicPodcast #GodsMercy #Redemption #Forgiveness #CatholicFaith #FaithAndHope #Sainthood #JesusChrist #NeverTooLate #ComingHomeToGod

Wednesday, November 11, 2026

Proud to have Served

 


Proud to have Served


 


Thank you Veterans

Tuesday, November 10, 2026

Saint John Henry Newman: The Courage to Follow Truth

 

Saint John Henr


y Newman: The Courage to Follow Truth

The Catholic Journey with Deacon Pat Kearns

What happens when following the truth leads you down a path you never expected?

In this inspiring episode of The Catholic Journey, we explore the remarkable life of Saint John Henry Newman—a brilliant theologian, Anglican priest, and spiritual seeker whose relentless pursuit of truth eventually led him into the Catholic Church.

Newman's journey was not easy. He faced criticism, lost friendships, and sacrificed much of what was familiar to him. Yet his story reminds us that authentic faith requires courage, humility, and a willingness to follow God wherever He leads.

Through Newman's life and teachings, we discover that faith is not simply about having all the answers. It is about trusting God enough to keep searching, growing, and listening to His voice.

Sometimes the greatest act of faith is having the courage to change.

Join Deacon Pat Kearns as we reflect on the extraordinary life of Saint John Henry Newman and what his journey can teach us about conscience, conversion, and the lifelong pursuit of holiness.

🎧 Listen to The Catholic Journey with Deacon Pat Kearns.

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Monday, November 09, 2026

The Price of Forgiveness

 


The Man Who Thought Heaven Wasn't for Him
Episode 4 of 5: The Price of Forgiveness
What happens when God forgives you, but the people you've hurt are still carrying the pain?
Thomas Callahan has finally found his way back to Christ. After decades of guilt, shame, and regret, he has experienced the extraordinary mercy of God.
But forgiveness is only the beginning.
Determined to make something meaningful of the years he has left, Thomas begins serving the homeless, helping former prisoners, and offering hope to people the world has forgotten.
Then, one day, a letter arrives.
It's from Rebecca Mercer—the little girl who lost her father because of Thomas's terrible crime more than thirty years earlier.
Her words will bring Thomas to his knees and teach him something profound about repentance, forgiveness, and the true meaning of redemption.
❤️ God's mercy doesn't simply make us feel better about our past. It calls us to live differently in the present.
Join me for this deeply emotional fourth episode of our five-part fictional series about sin, grace, second chances, and the transforming power of Jesus Christ.
And remember...
No matter how far we've wandered, God still knows the way home.
🎧 Listen to The Catholic Journey with Deacon Pat Kearns.